I want to hate You

I want to hate you but
I love you more,
I want to forget you but
I remember you more,
I want to make a distance of thousand miles from you but
You come closer to me and touch my sole,
I always surrounded with crowd but
Your memories make me feel alone,
I don't want you in my life for a moment but
You are always in my mind,
Even you don't love me and don't need me but
i need you and love you more and more for forever..........